Thursday, June 03, 2004

A MAJOR Breakthrough

This post is PG-13. All viewers under 13, please look at the pic Of Jughead Kerry and sing "Sugar, Sugar".

It's 2:40am, EST. I just laid down to bed when I started to think about life and love...And S-E-X. That's when it hit me. It's been a long time since you've had sex. It's also been a long time since you've been in love. Maybe that's why you're still single. I've been mistaking sex for love and vice versa. I know it's weird for a guy to come up with that, but I've had a lot of time to think about this. After all, I ain't dating.

With all that's going on with me, I long for a woman to come up to me after dialysis with a big hug, telling me that things are ok. I come out of that clinic dizzy and sore three days a week to an empty house. I don't really get phone calls much and this stupid blog is the only outreach I have. Now, as most of you know, I do hang out from time to time, but I get too scared to ask a woman out these days, due to the fact that I worry what they would say if they knew about my problem. Would they take pity on me, or would they take advantage of me?

I have to me honest. I'm just writing this to get this off my chest. I don't know about love anymore and I want to find out what it is again. I hope I can find it before it's too late.

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